You'll Love Again
To all the broken hearts. Radical love and compassion exists because you exist. The beauty and joy you believe in exists because you create it with every breath you take
It will scare you when it happens again. Even now I can sense the apprehension and fear: you’re afraid you’re not thinking clearly; that you need to run away. You’re afraid of the kind of person you are when you like someone.
You worry if the next person you fall for is another pattern of avoidance, self-betrayal and unworthiness wounds. You wonder if once again they’re your pattern of falling for simple words with no action (manipulation) so you can prove yourself worthy, or whether they’re the pattern of stifling your true wants, needs and intuition for their acceptance. Your silence will not protect you from their cruelty
I can assure you that anyone whose energy constricts your soul into silence is not for you. You will likely be tested by more experiences in the future. You can trust that you’ve learned all the ways your negative patterns and conditioning let themselves known.
When it’s meant to be it will be calming and reassuring. You won’t feel butterflies and anxiety. You won’t feel excited. It will feel so aligned with you, you won’t have to overextend or go outside yourself to experience it. Your soul will be as loud and as natural as the thundering waterfall.
You deserve genuine and transformative love. It will come and you’ll recognize it. Allow it.